Abez is a 50% white, 50% Pakistani, and 100% Muslim. She is also chronically ill and terminally awesome. She is the ever-lovin Momma of: - Khalid, a special little boy with autism - Iman, a special little girl with especially big hair -Musfira, an especially devious baby Spoiler, Abez is also Zeba Khan on

  1. Sara


    You write beautifully, masha’Allah.
    May Allah SWT bless you and your family, and grant you shifaa’.


  2. zainab umar

    Aoa. I have been a silent Reader of your blog since the last three years and have benefitted from your writing in more ways than I can ever express. May Allah preserve and increase your iman. My son was diagnosed with neuroblastoma last year and underwent chemotherapy and surgery till may this year . He has yet to turn three this December . In July this year I underwent a still birth at term . And only a couple of weeks ago my son’s follow up ultrasound scan showed enlarged lymphnodes in his upper abdomen -an indication that there could be recurrence of the disease. Allah o akbar . He will undergo some special scans in a couple of days to ascertain the cause of enlarged lymphnodes. You and your children have been a part of my life and my duas . I may have never had the courage of writing to you had I not been in so much need of duas. May Allah grant us all peace and the ability to be content with all that he has planned for us .

  3. Loser

    Asalaamualaikum please dont think dat i am belittling your problems but i want to kill myself but i cant as it is prohibited i feel i am accumulating sins day by day isnt it better for me to die i am not satisfied with my life i dont want to do engineering but for my parents sake i have to nd i am not able to observe completely rules of hijab in the college i wanno cry and shriek dat i cant carry on anymore with this life which i am almost sure will lead me to hell

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